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09:06am 05/06/2006
  Yo.

I have no internet access except from school.

Kill me.

Its funny though, how much I get done when I dont spend time online.

What do I want to do with my life?

Im come to terms with the fact that I have no idea where my life is headed.

Sometimes I think seeing into the future would be kinda cool.

But then I think that maybe Id see something I didnt like and then... I dunno.

Oh well. That was pointless.

But yeah. I just got drum major. Me and Shellz.

Much love,
-Shay-		  
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09:37am 22/01/2006
 
mood: scared
music: Spice Up Your Life - Spice Girls
___tagged by __gloryoflove

List seven songs you are into right now.
No matter what the genre,
whether they have words,
or even if they're any good,
but they must be songs you're really enjoying now.
Post these instructions in your livejournal along with your seven songs.
Then tag other people to see what they're listening to.
1. Akon -- Bellydancer
2. A Little Less Sixteen Candles... -- Fall Out Boy
3. Time To Dance -- Panic! At The Disco
4. Be My Escape -- Relient K
5. Sidewalks -- Story Of The Year
6. Green Eyes -- I Am The Avalanche
7. Broken Star Satellite -- Royden
I tag: courtney, katie, kristina, andy, shelly, tori		  
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i feel that i relate to this.. a lot.   
03:02pm 11/01/2006
  I once met a man and asked him if it were true that when you get older you become wiser. He said that the only answer was to get older. Looking back to when I was a kid I realize that my ignorance was a virtue. I saw the world in colors and shapes. Now my nerves keep me awake at night. I think about the future and what I want to do with my life. I asked that same man if he had any advice for me. He told me to quit living and start breathing. “Look around at the life you lead. Listen to the wind and the trees. Take time to smell the ocean breeze and sleep on the beach.” He said that the beauty of this world was in its complexity and that our lives for the most part are ordinary. He told me to never stop painting, but mostly to never stop creating. “You’re as free as your mind will let you be. So what’s holding you back?” he asked, “fear or laziness?”
- Derrick W. Sherman // The Reunion Show		  
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happy '06   
03:57pm 04/01/2006
 
mood: happy
music: avenged sevenfold
( Possibly the longest entry I have ever written.. plus a quiz. )		  
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12:04pm 15/12/2005
 
mood: confused
music: in the shadows - soty
What is going on in life?!?!?!? Im so confusedddd. I think I was born that way.

Anyway.. 11 days till Christmas!

Shit I still have to shop.. and make cookies for a certain cool kid in Las Vegas.

My fingers are cold. Im outtie. peace.

love, me		  
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White Castle.   
01:45pm 27/11/2005
 
mood: amused
music: the blood brothers
Holler.

So yea on rent-a-senior me and meg had the best seniors ever! and yea so there. eat that. and umm... i dont remember. OH. ok so yea then i had work.. went home.. slept. next day! wednesday. school.work.game.frozennnn.diner.alyssas.gotyelledat. didya get all that? yes so like i said we had to go to the game and it was fucking freezing. ew. and then we went to the diner and alyssas house but i came home way late and got yelled at and whatnot. but oh well so then the next day...

i slept till 12. and then when i woke up i had to clean and help cook and whatnot cuz it was thanksgiving. i hate thanksgiving. my relatives are messesssssss. and i had to deal with them all night. so yea. umm then they left and i went to bed right away because i had to get up at 330 the next morning. we left to go shopping at 430. it was crazy talk and it was still dark out but whatever. i didnt get back hom til 1230 and my mom wanted me to go to the mall with her but i wanted to sleep. and that i did.. until like 2 when nick called and wanted to make plans so we went to applebees with tori and keith. when they left ani showed up and from there we went to bryans.

bryans was fun minus a couple of awkward incidents and one very creepy boy there. but yea it was cool. slept at anis and got yelled at by david and then went home this morning to get yelled at by my mother because i didnt tell her i was going out last night or that i was sleeping elsewhere.. blah blah blah. i was bored so me tori and keith went to white castle and ohmygosh i havent had that much fun in quite some time. like.. i cant explain.. i didnt stop laughing the entire time. it was a mess but what a great time. oh well. so anyway now im sitting here amongst my brother and sister-in-law and their drunken friends and were watching kindergarten cop and .... theyre so.. funny/weird/messes. its fun.

much love

love, me		  
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12:51pm 22/11/2005
  Our seniors ownnn.  
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School Spirit Weeeeekkk   
11:19am 22/11/2005
 
mood: bouncy
music: new found glory
Hiya!

So yea. School Spirit Week. Today was student/teacher switch day which is always fun because its total chaos. the teachers dont wanna do anything and neither to the students so its all good. then tonight i went to rent-a-senior with bry and meg and me and meg rented cassie and tori together and bry rented... JASON.. who would have guessed. tomorrow is going to be superb.

So yea tomorrow we have a half day and then i have an hour in which a bunch of us will probably go out to eat and then practice from 1 to 3 but i may have to leave early cuz i have work at 230. then yea work till 530 or 6. then wednesday half day again but i have work right after school until 530ish and then the game is at 545. well were leaving at 545.and um yea im done with updating right now.

im so excited for rent a senior.


its gonna be superb.

love, me		  
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oh Cedric.. why? why did you have to die?   
01:22pm 20/11/2005
 
mood: geeky
music: Panic! at the disco
Just saw the new Harry Potter movie with bry and jason. Fucking awesome. and all the boys are so pretty! well most of em. Sorry Neville.. youre definitely not most of em. but anywayz yea I loved the movie. Im really loving life right now. If I could just get school going correctly Id be in awesome shape. But we all know that I dont care enough about school to do that. Yanno I wish I cared, I really do but I just dont. and um yea. thats all cuz im cold and tired. im going to go snuggle with a book and a blanket and possibly some hot cocoa. well i wont snuggle with that obviously but it does prevent my colon from freezing which is what i feel like is happening now.

love, me

p.s. GOD SAVE MY KIDNEYS!		  
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04:45am 20/11/2005
  so for some reason the first two thirds of the entry i just posted.. didnt.. show up or something so all you need to know is

1. Transition - good
2. Monty - fanfuckingtastic
3. Ghost Town - i love em
4. Royden - ohmygodsofuckinggoodmmmmmmmmyummy
5. the matches - set list could have been better but they are just fucking awesome
6. boy kicked me in the chest
7. heart problems
8. the singer from the mathces caressed my leg while saying its allright and something about feeling better
9. my matches shirt owns		  
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dufhbkadbhkfakdgROYDEN   
04:41am 20/11/2005
 
mood: excited
music: panic at the disco

good show. really REALLY good.

Then when I got home there was a small keggar going on in my household haha. It was funny cuz they were all jealous if our cups cuz me Chris Janice and Kacey get special cups. Theyre only for the cool kids. and they are much bigger than those stupid red cups, ugh. I love my brothers drunken friends.

This morning I went to the powderpuff game with Jay and Meg and when we got there me and Meg ran the scoreboard and Jay was the announcer guy and Jared was taping above us and he hit me with a mustard packet. hahah It was so fun. And to top things off the juniors won. FUCK YEA CLASS OF '07!! haha

Then we waited for Bry and went to Quiznos subs. And that was really fun cuz I knocked over a chair and pretty much everything was a mess... and all four of us are.. conversation geniuses. NOT.

alright i gotta find movie times for tonight cuz i be needing me some harry potter.

much love,
me

  
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09:51am 18/11/2005
  by the way... im in love with my icon.  
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09:47am 18/11/2005
  So yea. Im in computer programming. and im bored to deathh.

im seeing the matches, royden, ghost town symphony , transition, and monty tonight. should be fun. I miss Alyssa Tara and Dana like whoaaa so it will be muy bien to see them.

Tomorrow is the powderpuff football game and were gonna go see harry potter also.

Sunday night is the evening of giving at the mall so i shal be attending.

Right now Im liking the looks of my weekend.

Love, from
me		  
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almostttt   
07:43am 18/11/2005
 
mood: cheerful
music: Roxanne-Fall Out Boy
im off to youth group.

thanksgiving soon. which means my brothers moving out soon. i couldnt be happier. i finally get the room ive been promised for 3 fucking years.

and
im PAINTING it

i love painting teehee.

*excitement*

love, me		  
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12:57pm 16/11/2005
 
mood: relaxed
music: the matches
Awesome weekend.

Ani stayed from the 9th to the 14th which was wednesday to monday cuz her parents were away. It was cool beans. We didnt have school Thursday or Friday so Wednesday we went to Chris' party. Everyone was pretty drunk. I was buzzed but I was good. Then Thursday morning we had practice and then me and Anielle went out to eat. I dont remember if we did anything thursday night.

Friday we had practice again and then went out to eat with ani shelly and tori to the east star buffet in somerville. It was so much fun. Except for when I took a piece of their fried chicken and it still had its wings. It was really weird and creepy. Then we wondered around Somerville a bit. Went to Carmudgeons and stuff. It was cool beans. Then we had a movie night at Anis cuz of the no parents thing and it was me ani keith nick bryan allison shelly and julia. When everyone went home Liam came over and we all ((being me ani keith and liam)) went to applebees but there was an hour and a half wait so we went back to anis house, drew huge pictures with sidewalk chalk and then went in the hot tub. It was 104 degrees and oh so nice.

Saturday morning we had to be at the field at 730 in the morning and the band parents had breakfast waiting for us. We had practice, went to Giants Stadium and competed and we were fucking awesome and it was such an adrenaline rush.. i loved it. We came in 8 out of 13 and out of the 55 group 1 bands that competed in NJ we were still in 8th.
8 OUT OF 5FUCKING5. eat it bitches.
Then that night we went out to the diner and it was crazy cool cuz everyone was in such a good mood and everyhting and yea then me and keith and liam slept at anis house. keith sleeps like indiana jones and liam is allergic to cats like me so hes a winner. And its fun getting into trouble.

Sunday we didnt wake up until like... well i woke up earlier but i dont think everyone else was up until like.. the middle of the afternoon haha. Then me and Ani had dinner with anis grandma and then went back to my house. Monday morning back to school. And luckily Monday afternoon we had a break from everyhting cuz i was so tired but I went to shellys anyway so we could paint our nails haha but i ended up being there for several hours.

Then today after school we went into the city to see Phantom Of The Opera and it is an A-FUCKING-MAZING show. I loved it. we ate at Planet Hollywood and there was apretty boy there. Me and Meg danced and there was Potato Bread but all in all it was an really good day. IfuckingLOVEphantomOFtheOPERA.

alright im outie.

love, me		  
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new lj like whatttt   
04:19am 08/11/2005
 
mood: chipper
music: the matches
This is my new lj.

Some of you will appreciate the name greatly. I do.

and um yea!

love, me		  
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